No, it's... it's okay. I don't know, sometimes it feels better to talk about this stuff with someone who isn't super close to me. Not that I don't want them to know what I'm feeling inside. It's just that...
[ gosh, how to word this? ]
Friends are going to say the friends stuff. And parents are going to say what parents are supposed to say. Not that it means any less, but... you expect them to say those things. They'll be pricks if they didn't.
If this gets out and you let people know I have feelings, I will break into your room while you're asleep and show you just how suffocating my emotions can get.
[ And not for fear of retribution, even; he's a private person. He's not going to do something to someone else that he would absolutely fucking hate to have done to him. ]
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cw: suicidal ideation
[ He's quite guilty of that one himself, after all. ]
...but I think I get what you mean. And I wish I had something better to tell you than "it's a lot and I haven't figured it out either."
cw: suicidal ideation
[ gosh, how to word this? ]
Friends are going to say the friends stuff. And parents are going to say what parents are supposed to say. Not that it means any less, but... you expect them to say those things. They'll be pricks if they didn't.
cw: suicidal ideation
Distance...helps.
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no subject
I'm not going to say anything.
[ And not for fear of retribution, even; he's a private person. He's not going to do something to someone else that he would absolutely fucking hate to have done to him. ]
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[ pls no explosions ]
Later.